I feel like I've been in a haze these past few days, maybe even for the past few weeks. Everything has been happening all at once and so quickly that I can hardly keep up. I'll be finished with school next week, and while this is amazingly exciting, I feel somewhat nostalgic. I don't think I can even begin to express everything that's happened over the past 14 months. Not just because of nursing school, but because life is hard. And because life is beautiful. I've done things I regret and things I wish I could do again.

I guess I feel this way because although I've been through plenty in the past, this time has been different. Different in a way I'm not not sure how to explain. 

Now I have 4 days of school left and I'm starting to realize that I have real life choices to make. I have a career ahead of me. I have decisions to make that I've never had to make before. And I'm terrified.

I guess sometimes I feel as though I'm fighting this fight all alone. 

But I know that I'm not.

In Deuteronomy 31:8 it says, "It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; He will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed."

I'm trusting that God will be my universe.